Dear Isabela | 22 weeks in, 22 weeks out

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Baby, you've officially been in Heaven as long as I got to carry you. 

I always dreamt of being able to do that silly "9 months in, 9 months out" photo. This is how I get to still do it. 

People may think it's weird or disturbing to take of photo with your urn, but that's the only way I get to hold you these days-- what I wouldn't give for baby snuggles right now! 

I hope you're doing okay, lovebug. Daddy and I miss you so much it hurts. 

Have a good day among the angels, little one. ❤ 
We love you! One day closer ❤

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